It Hurts

It hurts when somebody hurts me, of course. But it hurts even worse when I found out that the opposite had happened. Once I used to have a list of people whom I had wanted to hurt so badly, but I ended up hurting all but ones on the list, unknowingly. I may have been the spider on the web of wounds, scars, and traumas waiting somebody to get caught.

… I can tell only this much today as I had too much going on in my head. I found out that my decision had been right all along by worst the possible way, so I am very, very sad and depressed.

 by bluexmas | 2008/11/15 13:50 |  | 트랙백 | 덧글(2)

 Commented at 2008/11/15 14:08  

비공개 덧글입니다.

 Commented by bluexmas at 2008/11/16 15:09 

네… 그렇게 보셨다면 아마도 맞는 상황일 것 같아요.